Kawan

Semalam aku tiba2 je trfikir ttg something. Actually aku ni kira brtuah sbb ada ramai kwan yg baik n rapat dgan aku. Cuba bygkan klau aku xda kwan? Ishk....tak snggup lah nak fikir mcmtu! 

So,aku pun tulis status kat FB ttg tu. Ramai yg aku tag,trmasuk lah Amy,Hazirah,Alif,Danya,Fatin,Izzati,Nikki & Najiha. Aku seriously trlupa nak tag nama Haikal skali,so dia agak terasa dgn aku. Mcamlah aku pnah pduli. Haha! 

Then,bila difikirkan balik,dulu kat SMKSI aku ingtkan aku tak akan pnah dpat kwan2 yg lbh baik drpd kwn2 aku kat sana,sbb tu aku mmg frust bila terpksa pndah dulu. Tp bila dah stay kat sini dkat sthn,bru aku sedar yg kat mana2 je kita still boleh teruskan hidup even bnyak dugaan mnimpa. Life must be going on. KEEP RUNNING! 

But seriously,I feel so lucky have them as my friends,my companions. Thanks guys for being my true friends! :') I really hope that our friendship will lasting until in the Heaven. 

BE FRIEND FOREVER! 

DISENCHANTED

DISENCHANTED. THAT IS ONE OF THE WORDS WHICH GOT SUCH A HUGE MEANING IN MY LIFE. FRUST. STRESS. TENTION. THE THINGS THOSE ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE'S CAGE. YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE SO MANY PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE. AND FRUSTRATED FOR THE HUNDRED TIMES. SO I NEVER LET SOMETHING OR ANYTHING NOR ANYONE MAKE FEEL DOWN I HAVE TO KEEP RUNNING. EVERY ENDING GOT ITS OWN BEGINNING. SO,I WISH I COULD HAVE A BETTER ENDING FOR MY BEGINNING. IN LIFE,NOTHING IS EASILY COMES AND GOES. IT WILL TAKE OUR BREATH,OUR WEALTH,AND EVEN OUR BELOVED ONES TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING THAT WE WANT. SO,THERE! COMES THE DISENCHANTED. WE HAVE TO FALL ONCE,TWICE,OR MANY TIMES TO STAND ON OUR FEET,NOT FOREVER ,BUT IN LONG LASTING.

I WANT TO SHARE THE LYRICS OF MCR'S SONG,DISENCHANTED. I BOLD MY FAVORITE LINES THOSE GIVE  THE HUGE MEANINGS TO ME. 

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/my_chemical_romance/disenchanted.html ]
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
We've got the obvious team
We'll show them what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say 
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

At all, at all, at all, at all...

I GOT ITS BEST MEANING AS WELL:

This song is basically just about how life in general is just a big disappointment for him and he has lost all belief that life is at all worthwhile, but he still can remeber some of the good times before when he still had optimism toward life. and then in the song he says how like life is just a long wait for a hospital stay cause many people end up in the hospital and then die, and all their life before that was just leading up to that. its really a sort of depressing song when you think about it but that doesnt stop me from loving it, its just so touching even if its in a sad way, i think anyways. and ya if it reminds you of someone that you loved that makes it even better.

I HOPE THAT WILL GET A HAPPY ENDING FOR MYSELF.